I am content, that is a blessing.......

[mleigh4]

Twin, thank you so much for the kind words, very appreciated. I guess I am at a point where I just want H to feel better. It's no longer about saving our marriage. I love him, he is the father of our son, and I really want him to get his Sh1t together for S sake. I am pretty much at a point of done, so finding something out would just give me a reason to follow through....

I picked up S after school today. I asked him, was daddy ok last night? He asked, what do you mean? I joked, well, did he fall asleep while cooking? H laughed. I asked, did he call asleep in the middle of saying a sentence? S laughed and said NO! I laughed too and said, poor daddy, he is not getting enough sleep. I asked, does he fall asleep like that often? S said yes. I asked, are you able to wake him up? S said yes. He added, he really falls asleep fast when he snuggles with me! I said, oh yes, I can understand that, you help me fall asleep too!

My girlfriend who I went to dinner with last night is the one who works at his company now. She mentioned she doesn't see him often, but anytime she does, he is just sitting in his office alone. She said he doesn't socialize much. The company party is this weekend, her and her husband are going. H has not mentioned it and has S that night...

So, it keeps getting better. A guy, who works with H and friend, just bought a house, directly across the street from friend! I recognize his name as one of H BD buddies. H mentioned that his buddy is a little freaked out to be living across the street from someone he works with. Friends daughter overheard him saying exactly that from his house. Friend also heard something weird is going on with him relationship wise, possibly divorce, but she wasn't sure.

What a small world.