As planned far in advance of this "mood" H has been going through....we went camping for four days over the Easter weekend with a group of friends. I definitely see the signs of depression now that it has been pointed out to me. Normally a social person who likes to be in the middle of a crowd, he would disappear on his own without telling people. He would sit with a group and hardly say a word. It was very unnerving and upsetting for me to watch him be so unhappy. But....I am beginning to at least see that it isn't necessarily all my fault that he has been like this. There is an illness behind his behavior that is beyond my control. I have been blaming myself for the way he has been acting.
