Wife has filed for divorce

[excile101]

I'm now facing a difficult decision. After managing to reconnect with my D8 for a day or so, she has turned against me again. All because I wanted my D4 to stay over. She says very hurtful things like 'I should get a dog or go and live with my mother if I need company! My w says it would be easy for her to stop me seeing the kids but wants it to work and is trying hard to let me have access. My D4 tonight fell to her knees crying because she feels torn between her loyalty to me and her sister. My W asked if I could take a bottle of wine to her as she needed a stiff drink and to leave it on the door step?! I turned up to speak to her but she kept me at the door saying that she just wants to come home once I have left to resettle the kids and then arrange something. I just wanted my D4 to spend one last night with me in my home before I move out. Things will never be the same again. My W didn't see how important this was to me. I feel like walking away from it all. I don't want to cause division amongst the kids and my W is not interested or has any respect for me. Would going dark for a few months be the best option now? I want to be involved with the girls but at the same time do not want to cause anymore hurt. I have little say in when I see them as my W dictates visiting times, which is frustrating. I start a job with long hours on Monday so would not be able to see them as often. Is this the opportunity I need to detach from my W? I can't listen to anymore of this and feel so excluded. It's hard to believe we were once a happy family.....