Back to normal after trip to airport with parents . S running a temperature so we are chilling out quietly. Occurs to me that W is really selfish, in that she hasn't told me directly she is on holiday somewhere. Imagine S was really ill and I contacted her only to find out she was a few hundred miles away! I can't imagine the grief she'd give me if the roles were reversed! Oh well at least I'm here for him. A quiet day tomorrow should help. I was under the weather but now I have boy to look after feeling stronger. Going to spend next few days catching up on jobs and taking delivery of washing machines S quite feverish. He'll be ok but the more I think about it the more annoyed I am. I only know because S mentioned it after a coffee last Saturday. Almost tempted to play the innocent and text her. Do feel resentful that she gets the free and easy life. A busy day of driving, washing and cooking. Caring for a teenager while party girl/ super mum off with loverboy/OAP. Self pity time!
