JujuB, while reading your post about your review on your marriage I could see myself! Don't have or remember happy memories, can't remember last laughter with STBHX and I remember nagging a lot. On the other hand I remember him going out a lot without me, working every weekend, hardly any relationship with his kids ( now he is very good with them), letting me in charge of everything while he'd go to the gym or on his phone ( as he said he needed time to relax).
I should be done by now, if I really look at my time with him and the little support I got from him since the birth of our kids and his selfishness, but I still want to save my marriage. So I agree that our emotions are like a yo yo now.
