You do not have to hate him to move on. You do not have to make any firm decisions. It will never be a switch to turn off when you decide to turn it off. You have full permission to continue to always and forever love, and still live your life your way.
Focusing on what you want and what makes you happy is not a decision not to love. Happiness, confidence, vitality for life will make you irresistible for any sane person. Go get obsessed about enjoying life, making mistakes and building your own sphere of friends. You can do all of that while still loving
Me: 42 H: 45 M: 18 yrs T: 20 yrs D: 17 D: 15 S: 12 I kicked him out 8/21/15 I will DB until March 21st 2017, that is it!
