Well, last night didn't go great, but didn't go terribly. We went out to meet a friend of mine who was in from out of town along with his wife. While we were waiting at the table for them to join us, my W led me into a conversation about our R that I was definitely not ready for.
I tried to play it cool, but I am sure she could see through it. She has taken off her engagement/wedding rings and said she would have put them on if I wanted her to for the dinner. I said that I didn't care. She then said the rings make her angry and if we work it out she doesn't know if she wants to wear them. I said that I think it would be best to get new rings for both of us if we work things out. I told her I am preparing for my next relationship (with her or without her) which I think was a mistake, but I can't dwell on it.
Once my friend and his wife arrived, the night went well. Lots of fun and laughing.
She kissed me when we left the house this morning. I have been tempted to text her this morning, but am not going to.
Me - 32 WW - 30 D 11, D 3, D 2 T - 9 years M - 8 years BD - 2/16
