H and I interact in a friendly way most of the time. He is extremely friendly. We are in many ways getting along better now than we did for the most of our M.

I struggle with packing and thinking about what's coming, so that bubbles up sometimes.

H keeps making advances and I reply: 'Have you changed your mind about separating?' He smiles sheepishly and deflects - so, no.

No change. Nothing feels real, it's like being awake in a nightmare.

M 16 yrs, WH62, P54
3 adult blended kids
EA 11/13, BD1 6/14
PA fall 14, BD2 2/15
Piecing 2015, BD3 12/15
Separated 4/16
WH moved OW in 5/16
Divorced 6/15/17