Grading Ourselves

[Sparkls]

Yeah, I haven't checked in on this in a while!
I've had to have a lot of texts from H this week because my damned dog got out twice and his tags still had H's number on them (have since fixed this).
But I didn't really respond. Once asked the phone number for the lady and said "I closed the door when I left." So he knew I was out, but not where.
Trying to not let what he says bother me (He called it "your house" which hurt).
I've been super busy this week trying to clean my house so I can put it on the market. Which has been really rough, finding all of his things. Still haven't decided what I'm doing with it all.
But as far as the other rules: I'd say I've been doing pretty good. No snooping, no contact, no pursuing at all really. I do have a few friends who snoop for me that have told me what he told them, but I dont ask for it and it really is basically nothing. (aside from him actually telling people we broke up, which was news to me, assumed but it sure would be nice if he was adult enough to actually have a conversation with me about breaking up).
Still having a hard time with 33. Do not give up no matter how dark it is or how bad you feel. I don't see the hope. Feels like once I move, its the end of it. Its rough.
But I am moving forward with my life, even though I don't want to. Gotta sell this house and move by June.