Today I feel bad. One of my goals was to have the H want to have a phone call. Which, today he texted...

"Let me know if you'd like to talk about things this week. I know this is hard and you feel miserable. I also feel really bad". I politely replied. "Sure, anytime after Wednesday works for me".

My stomach is in knots. I am so nervous for this call since I know he wants to talk about moving the D forward. I feel like I am falling apart, but know that I cannot show that on the call.

Any tips for me?

Me:33 H:34
T: 3yrs M: 2yrs
H depression triggered and we are "unhealthy": 7/15
H wants to "make it work" 12/28
BD: 3/10/16