I like this Sparkls. I relate also with you on how your actions are on point but the mind is a fragile thing that turns against us. I know though that as you continue to see track of your progress (and sometimes digress) you will take specific actions and your brain will soon be reprogramed with sound data for your actions and your thoughts to match up. Kind of like exercise. The brain does not enjoy it when you first start, but if you remain consistent in exercising there comes a time when the brain will demand that you do it because of the high that it produces.
I am going to take this and implement it for myself as my mind has taken to much time in the depressive state and it is time to move on.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine
