Easter weekend went well. Friday had off work, did a bike ride and then upper body at the gym. Finally wrestling practice. Also scheduled a jog with friend tentatively for Sunday depending on the weather.
Saturday S13 and S16 (how bout that he came to visit finally) came down for Easter. I did a treasure/easter egg hunt for the boys where their present was the last thing to find. The enjoyed that even if they are a little old for that stuff. Then we went to the movies and dinner. It was a great day!!
Sunday met running buddy and did three miles at a slower pace but still got a good work out in. Afterwards we sat and talked about our lives since high school and as we talked for awhile we decided to go to dinner. Just casual very friendly chatting. We both complained about the ex's but did not focus on them. Rather we talked a lot of kids and the gym.
So here I am still floating along not caring where the current takes me. In fact today was the first time since all this blew up that WW text me and I did not almost slip into a panic attack. I looked at my phone, decided it could wait till after I was done in court and back in the office and slipped my phone back in my jacket. When I got back to the office I responded with the info she wanted, "what wrestling tournaments are we doing this month." She tried the keep the conversation going a bit and I was not cold or nasty. I just casually responded as though it was just another parent from the club. I am not angry, not sad, not happy about my sitch. I am just me doing the best I can with a rotten set of cards.
I am not actively looking for members of the opposite sex but decided I am not going to avoid them either. I am going to continue to run and maybe do some other activities with my friend because I like her company. I guess if that means I am doing good DBing, then I am not.
Me 41 W 33 M 2013 Suspect A 11/15 Confirm A 1/16 She moved out 2/14/16 Stepson 13 Stepson 16
