I'm sorry Easter didn't turn out the way you had hoped, but at least you were able to spend some time w/your D25.

The MLCer does tend to be sick quite frequently, so I'm not surprised he said that he wasn't feeling well. I'm glad he did come out and work w/you in packing up things. Don't beat yourself up for getting emotional. It's difficult when you have a h on the run and you are packing up a lifetime of stuff and moving on w/your life w/o your life's partner there w/you, i.e., sharing in everything.

I do hope that you are feeling better today.

Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.