This is it as life goes on

[shotgun]

You aren't weird Rouky. Your endurance is incredible however. At some point you will have had enough. I give you credit for trying to save your family but at some point you are going to have to save yourself. Not a criticism but a concern. How are you doing with GAL? I hope that you can turn the focus back onto yourself. Get out and look pretty and have some fun! Learn to love yourself again. You are special and you are loved. Have a good week at work Rouky and take care of yourself.