Hey Hairpup:

As long as we are alive and kicking there is ALWAYS hope. Even CeMar has hope, that's why he is here. He, along with many of us, experience deep degrees of helplessness, of feeling we have no choices -- but that is simply an illusion of the mind -- of looking at the world and saying "these are the choice I want and don't have!!", instead of studying the multitude of choices that are actually in front of your face, but are ignoring.

Wow. I have an overriding feeling to shave my head, don a robe and light some incense...ohhllllmmmmmm

Corri