Happy Easter everyone! I haven't posted in awhile. Wanted to give an update. X is living his new life with ow blah blah blah. I have definetly done all the wrong things since split in October 15. Begged, pleaded, crazy x stuff. It all backfired of course. I have been quitely doing dim contact. I haven't been texting or calling and he hasn't either except a couple times relating to 15 yr old son. My x seems to through stuff up in my face like I'm the blame for our bad marriage. I'm feeling pretty disgusted and feeling good riddance to him right now. He is not being someone I should ever cry over. The bad part of my accepting the break up is now I'm very depressed and grieving and angry. I'm making a counceling and dr appt tomorrow cuz seems to me I'm feeling more depressed now. My friend says our partners leave and be with people more on their level on how they feel about themselves. I don't understand it, it sad and frustrating. My plans when school gets out is to relocate to where my sister lives. My 15 year old is all for it and is ok with visitation schedule with his dad. It's 3.5 hrs away. I just feel like I need to get out of this tiny dead end town for both our sakes. He says I'm just trying to punish him by taking his son away. No, I'm trying to move on. There are reminders of him and I see him and ow everywhere. All my family members have moved away. Right now I feel he won't do what is right by fighting for us. He seems content doing what is easy, being with ow. It sad. but I see a light at the end of the tunnel and new adventures in my future Thanks for reading and any thoughts are appreciated!
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T-20 yrs M- 7yrs Me-46 XH- 44 S15, S21 1yr separation and divorce, my decision-07 1yr separation, my decision-2012 His PA started Aug 2016 I moved out Sept/16 He's been with OW ever since
