Had a good day. Kids got up very early (and I mean really early) to go for an egg hunt! We spend the morning cuddling and reading books. Took them out in a park for another hunt, they loved it. I was sad as there were a lot of families, although my kids didn't seem to mind. I took a picture of them and they wanted me to send it to their dad. I did it but got no acknowledgement. It does hurt to see that he prefers to spend such a family day with OW and her children/ her family but not his own.
I think I'm gonna have to start to hate him, so I can get over him. I keep going round and round! My head is well screw on and knows that so far I have done everything to save my marriage but my heart is ruling! Any tips to mend and show my heart that I don't need him ( I know I don't), so why am I still in love with him? I don't even fancy him anymore!
