We went out Friday night for dinner and then had a nice day out Saturday with the kids, but I am in the friend zone.
I tried to kiss her yesterday and she will let me, but there is nothing there. I feel a desire to be intimate with her and I had neglected that for so long. I guess I get that feeling that showing her that side of me is good, but I don't think it is.
It just shows me as needy. It is so hard to let go when she told me part of the reason for this is because I was not emotionally available.
Me - 32 WW - 30 D 11, D 3, D 2 T - 9 years M - 8 years BD - 2/16
