What else am I supposed to do? I'm fighting for my relationship with everything I've got. I'm also reading and staying busy and buying a couple of new outfits and using anti-wrinkle creams (LOL), and exercising (I ran 5 miles yesterday, second time I ran since last Memorial Day), and making friends, and posting happy peppy pictures on FB. What you're suggesting is an attitude shift. But when I wake up after 5 hrs sleep and all I feel is her loss, and my wrist is sore from snapping the rubber band so I don't think of the ow with her, then what? I can't just change what I feel, hard as I try. I could write on here only when I'm confident and keep the insecurities in, but that would be disengenuous.
Thank you for all your support and suggestions. I'm trying.
11/4/15 W revealed EA/2 months later became PA with co-worker Reconciling since late April 2016 Don't give up until it's time, then move on Be patient, strong and kind but never a doormat
