I'm there with you DBD. I had a good week and now I feel like I'm being punished for it. Woke up this AM feeling the suffocating loss for the first time in a few weeks. Right back down after feeling a bit better. I guess thats why it's called the roller coaster. *hugs* we'll get through this. My new favorite phrase is this is not my forever. Things will change. It's the only constant in life: change. Not sure if that's encouraging or sad at the moment but hey, it means that eventually this too shall change.
M:26 H:32 T:8yrs ILYBNILWY/ "I'm not happy": 2/6/16 D-Day-discovered PA/EA: 2/10/16 Separated: 2/14/16 He's living with OW I moved to different state: 06/16 Currently: Trying to move forward