I swear the worst part of all of this is trying to maintain a casual relationship. I am not necessarily trying to act like nothing is going on, but I'm also just trying to not make such a big deal of things. He is working on 3hours sleep right now. So I am REALLY trying to understand that and not take offense at his lack of communication. But I question EVERYTHING I am doing right now!! Doing the exact same thing I would be doing normally but questioning if that is the RIGHT thing to be doing... And I have no one to talk to. I can't talk to my friends or family because I don't want them to judge him or me or to act weird about it all. Very frustrated right now.
