This is it as life goes on

[shotgun]

This is really sad business Rouky. I don't know how anything but time will heal us. Every time I think I have reached some level of peace I find myself falling back into sorrow and grief. A lot of people in my ex's life express deep sorrow and regret about what she has put me through so it isn't just me that is sad. It is a mournful situation to be in. I hope you can hold on to the things that are good in you life Rouky and find that not every minute is bad. Hopefully these tough moments become farther and farther apart. In the meantime know that there are a ton of people who love you and cry with you. God Bless you Rouky