Wow, Bright. I don't think I could buy a car on my own! I'm so impressed. Congrats.
You and I have been at this a long time under similar circumstances. I totally get it when you say you don't know if you care anymore what H thinks or how he feels about something you said or did because I sometimes feel that way as well.
I hope your weekend is heavenly!
Me: 59 and holding H: :53 Me: 1 S, 1 D, both grown M: 19 T: 23 BD: 9-23-2013