It really is all lies and bs. I know you feel you know her better than anyone and someday that person may be back. But you have to believe it is not her anymore.

Now you know the truth you have to put her behind you for a month at least in my opinion. See how you feel after. Yes you will cry and hate it but it will slowly get easier. You have never really given anytime to yourself truly during this.

I don't think you have a choice now. Believe nothing from her one way or another. Just ignore everything except logistics.

Don't fall to the pressure to tell her what you know or why you are doing this. It will not help.


M 37
W 34

T 12
M 8
D 7
S 4

Need break 4/12/15
W no ring 7/7/15

Separate room 4/12/15
Separate living suggested 8/15
W moved out 11/1/15