V is for Vanilla 28

[Vanilla]

Zues

The reason I asked you is because I think you have what I refer to as directive anger (white) and the kind which has drive and determination.

For instance the desire to improve and win at pool. On my part it is more than idle curiosity.

I like modelling success, it has created some good shortcuts for me. In this aspect I can spot success. Drive determination and will to succeed.

This isn't whimsy for me. I think in order to recover from my complex PTSD then I may need some of this style. It won't be Zues like more Vanilla style.

I am drifting, as RD says I observe that I take the blame and responsibility for too many things.

It's the serenity prayer that needs fulfillment,

Higher power grant me the Serenity to accept the things I can not change, courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference.

I have the courage to do it but not the drive, and the last part has me completely fooled!

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