Just had a think this morning about our WAS, mine is asking for half of Easter holidays with the kids. He said he couldn't take some time off this time but we have two bank holidays days and guess what he hasn't even asked to have the kids on those two days! They really are in another world.
What I'm going to say might not pleased everyone but one of my friends has cheated on her husband, now she is very happy with her new husband. So I thought last night that we all deserve to be happy LBS and WAS and if for my STBXH it is with OW, I have to accept it. I have now reached the point where I'm struggling with how things have been done. The cheating, me feeling guilty for kicking him out ( deep down I know that it was what he wanted as he couldn't cope with leaving his second family, so he let me do his dirty work!) and me questioning if I have been that bad that despite having an affair for 2 years in secret, he never left.
Well, no need to dwell on what if, if I could have done this that. Can't change my past, just the course of my future by taking steps now to create it how I want it!
