I didn't mention that she said she wanted to drop off my mail and pick up something I have that she needs. So I said ok, but it has to be by 8:30. She says ok.
Then she texted back at 5:30 - Can't make it by 8:30. No worries.
So I texted back. "Because you're with her?"
Nothing.
After all she has done and said in e last two weeks, I get NOTHING?????
So I drove by our house. First time since I moved out in January. And guess what, ow's new car is in my garage. W's car is on the street. I was never allowed to keep MY car in the garage.
So I called W. Phone is off. I can see them on the couch together!! Drinking tea just like we used to!! But not sitting together in each other's arms like we used to. No, about 3 feet apart.

You don't need to tell me I shouldn't have driven by. At least I didn't break a window on her new car, or go to my front door and confront the lovers. Nope. I drove away.

I guess she's afraid to break it off with ow. And I'm so tempted to just say her stupid name. To shout out both their stupid names.

I am so angry and hurt right now I can't stand it.

But I still want her back, dammit.


11/4/15 W revealed EA/2 months later became PA with co-worker
Reconciling since late April 2016
Don't give up until it's time, then move on
Be patient, strong and kind but never a doormat