I think after my previous relationship where I didn't do enough and it was a very large contributer to the relationship breakdown that I changed who I was and didn't want to make the same mistakes again.
I think I went to far with this as I was basically caring for my W as a dependent instead of an equal.
It has been hard this week so many ups and downs but I am starting to feel more and more when we speak that right now she has no intentions at all of ever coming back. I know these feelings can change and I may even be reading it all wrong but I really wish I could come to a point where she is not on my mind all the time.
ME- 31 W-25 T-5 M-3 D2 ILYBNILWY and moved out - FEB16 W seeing someone else - JUL16
