Mozza's own success story

[Mozza]

Did you ever think you could feel so coldly towards someone who you would have given up everything for not that long ago? I didn't.

Good question Maybel and I've been thinking much about it. My conclusion is that I don't feel so coldly about her after all. I still have very strong feelings but I bottle them up. The main one is anger at the moment. I still want her to recognize that she was wrong, very wrong and that she screwed up big time by leaving. On the other hand, I think I'll always have a weakness for her. I loved her so much, I want to believe her, but my head tells me I've been fooled twice already. So what I do is get her out of my head and life. I try not to think about her and for as little as possible when I have to. I do believe though that in the long run, I'll be mostly indifferent to her.

The other reason is New Girl: she's there with me and she deserves the mind share. I never talk about STBX with her and not even the D procedures. The main positive that I hadn't anticipated: less drama for me as well! I talk and think about fun stuff with NG instead.

I wonder if it's time for an updated tag line for you, Mozza? You've got your fire started...

Ha! My quote is actually my message for those who read me. It's a call to fight our way out of the heartbreak. To let go and free ourselves. That's what I'm doing.