Melo, Don't be afraid to go talk to a lawyer. They typically won't charge you for the first consultation. You should interview three of them first anyway and make sure you have a good fit, even if it's for later.
You need to know your rights and be prepared financially if D is on the horizon. Knowledge is powerful, don't run away from it.
Me-LBH, 48 Spouse-WW, 48 Married for 19 years Son, 12 BD #1 - November 1998 (EA 7 months after wedding) BD #2 - November 2015 (same XBF EA) WW filed D February 2016 WW moved out April 2016