V is for Vanilla 28

[Vanilla]

Posting to darling Mu I observe he has had no anger yet. A then a thought hit me.

I have not yet been angry, nor has the lovely Jellyb.

I observe that those posters here who get good and white angry shift.

I have had some red uncontrolled anger, my screaming banshee phase although it wasn't healthy.

Today I want to get good and angry and find I can't. I realise I rarely get angry at anything in life. It's unfortunate really anger is good. Anger is valid and a requirement to for moving on.

We need anger, we truly need anger. Not for revenge but for motivation, constructive anger.

I have blocked anger and blocked it tight. My fear overrides my anger.

Realisation.

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