Hi Scrant, I'm sorry to hear about your S's classmate - that is a tragedy. My brother took his own life in his twenties and is was a very sad time for our family.

The path you are treading is not an easy one, but you tread it with dignity and courage. I think that is as much as we can ask of ourselves.

Please stay hopeful that things will ultimately unfold just as they should. Who knows how you or your W may feel in the longer term?

Take care my friend x

T 13 M 7
Me 48 H 46
SS 15
BD 7.14 PA
D final 5.16 (H filed)

We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus