Flight's Thread #2

[Flight]

The frustrating thing is feeling like I am healing and then I am right back in the depression and anxiety. I hear what Sandi says and on the one hand, letting her face the consequences of her decisions is a good thing. On the other, going NC would seem to kill any chances for rebuilding the connection. Sometimes the wall comes downn and we interact in a good way. Hard to know if it is temp checking or genuine. My situation is a little different in that she really is resolved that we are "done". There is no conversation unless we have to talk and she never gives any indication that she cares about me one bit. If I never talked to her again, she seems fine with that.