Thanks WII. That's exactly it. I feel like I'm being an overly sensitive baby, but it's the first time I gave my heart away since ex many moons ago. I had some real hope, and now I feel like everything was a lie. It's just depressing.
Yesterday looked up a little. Had some pleasant happenings. First time I didn't cry before I went to bed in weeks. Slowly but surely I'll get myself back. I've got a lot of great people in my life who help me get through. I just feel so dumb for taking this so hard. But I haven't been truly in the game since ex. And we all know how I took that one........lol
