trumpet, you're spot on. I was saying something about being on autopilot for ages in another thread. That's exactly what I've been doing for a long, long time.
It's going to take some rewiring for a new program (to put into other terms). I've already made my decision to abandon ship, and set course on a new craft. I'm watching the W spin circles. She can catch up if she wants, I'm setting a leisurely course. But I'm setting a course.
Just an aside - I was watching an old movie tonight - ghostbusters II, a guilty pleasure I suppose, it's been years and years since I've seen it. Right at the beginning, Bill Murray has this show "the psychic". He's got 2 guests on talking about the end of the world. The second one says she was taken by an alien to a Holiday Inn who told her the end of the world would be February 14, 2016! I don't know about you, but that's pretty darned close! While the BD was 1/11 for me, I think it hit me on Valentine's day when the W went off on her date with the OM.
I guess it's good I can sort of laugh at that now. Don't worry, I'll be sobbing later on.
I won't be around until later tomorrow - it's going to be a long day. Have a great one!
Me: 58 Her: 59 Kids: 0 Dog: 1 ILYBINILWY: 9/15 D Bomb: 1/11/16 (found out filed) Verified OM: 1/11/16 Moved out: 1/11/16 (thought it was temporary)