Now what?/ One Day at a Time

[melweb]

Hey job!! I have an idea! Why don't I see BOTH? Who says it has to be one or the other?

It seems I will have plenty of time to GAL as H fell off the fence today, and face planted firmly on the "I'm just not feeling it. I need passion" side. Tonite he feels guilty (not heard him say that before.) And he's mad about all shoulda, coulda, wouldas. Says he does not want a divorce, but be apart, so he can miss me. Go on dates, get coffee, come over for dinner, and sleep in his own bed. I listened. Validated.

Really, honestly, at this point, its no longer a shock. Just riding the wave and keep my head above water. He could change his mind next week. Or tomorrow.

Then I get a hug, kiss on lips, and an "I love you" before bed. Ughhhhhh.