Raine, I am glad you returned to post an update, but I'm very sorry that your h's crisis was not finished. I do hope that he will eventually get the help he needs and can finally understand the why's, what ifs and buts of what is missing in his life.
You and your children will be okay, but it's going to take some time since he came home for a while and then left again. It's always harder the second time around when they leave. I know that you are a strong and independent woman and will continue to move forward and be there for your children. They are so lucky that you are grounded and very wise too.
Please take care of yourself and I sincerely hope that you that you know that no matter what happens you are a success story. We only have the gift of the present and we need to live it to the fullest and the future...well...it's not ours to see right now, but I can say this, your Book of Life has a new chapter with a blank page waiting for you to write out what will transpire in your life in the days ahead.
Raine, I am truly sorry for all of the pain and heartache that you have had to endure. It's never easy, especially when they return and they are only half baked. I do hope that you and your family have a nice Easter.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
