I am sitting in my office, crying at the thought of where I am right now. Not getting much work done today.My identity in my own mind has always been as a husband and father. I went home for a sec and saw the kids and kissed them. They said "Love you Daddy", poor things have no idea what is going on or how much their world could potentially change, if Daddy doesn't get this right. No pressure.


M:37 W:38
D:11,S:7,S:4
T:8, M:5
S:6/1/15 different beds
Physical Seperation 7/5/16
Startof NC 7/22/16