Read what Sandi wrote and saved it on my phone as "a little bit of hope", thanks Sandi. 13 my W said AWFUL things to me as well, I think she just wants me to hurt as much as she did. Hang in there brother, it will get better.

M:37 W:38
D:11,S:7,S:4
T:8, M:5
S:6/1/15 different beds
Physical Seperation 7/5/16
Startof NC 7/22/16