So I went and did some snooping. I know, I shouldn't have, it's not helpful, it doesn't make me a better man, but in this case it made me a better informed man. So my wife left her purse on the chair wide open, with a paper that says Melo on it. OK so I casually saw it yesterday and was torn about looking at it. After much deliberation and at 4am I decided to go and look at the paper. It was a series of papers documenting a phone consultation with a psychic (she's really into that stuff). The psychic was spot on in regards to my feelings of wanting to reconcile with my wife, that I would be willing to do anything to change and keep my family together. Psychic told W that I am staying in the M because I don't want to break S7's heart. The psychic also said that I have cheated on my wife with a lot of women, and I am a liar. The psychic said that we weren't going to get a divorce last year and eventually our relationship would be broken. Oh and that she would have passionate sex with a mutual acquaintance of ours. So is it entirely plausible that she was planting that information, hoping I would find it? Yeah. She is super slick, waaaay slicker than me. The useful part of that information is that I know exactly how she perceives me and why she was so angry and hurt last year. I mean of couse she was hurting, I would be too if I was told that, by more than one psychic. So this is the perception that I have to fight. I need to be more honest, I need to show her that I can be trusted and that I am fighting for our M because I love her and choose to be with her. My climb just got steeper.
