Still hoping for progress II

[daybyday]

Thanks Sparkls. I realize that all that I have been doing so far is to try and win her back. That does no good for me emotionally. It kills me as a matter of fact. I have to set some boundaries with WAW and try and move on and stay busy. GAL.

I need to take my balls back, pardon my French. Somehow W has got them now due to me letting her take them. She wanted out. Not me.
Sometimes we get blinded by past feelings and good times and it clouds what is really going on or the hurt WAS are causing now. Its coming to grips with that that is the tough part.

I have vacation all this week and have scheduled stuff nearly every day with friends and family. Going to try to limit contact with W. She has really had no time to miss me what with her calling and texting and coming over. If I can stay in the mindset and think about what she is doing to our family I can do this. That mind slip back into the past is the obstacle.

It sounds like you are getting to that better place Sparkls. Good. You deserve it and have great times ahead I am sure of it.