Thanks for coming by Fogg, you too Dday. I really miss you guys, how about some updates. Roiste, the IC is making me aware of my triggering schemas and how to manage it. We spend a lot of time discussing how I process the weekly events and my reactions. I am getting better managing it. Your next question was a good one, what do I do for fun. Jelly then explored the question even more, thank you Jelly I need to answer your questions, it will force me to examine myself. I am glad you asked.
What is like to have fun without your wife? I like to create. I like to design and build things. When I think of my life without my wife I see myself building my house and then creating art for a living. This is fun.
Could any of this be true for you Mut? I am outgoing but there are introvert tendencies. I'm not sure what I am. I like to joke around and am not serious by nature. I am serious when I create.
"I also have the impression however that at present being reflective, quiet, and passive is important to you. I'm projecting likely and mind-reading here, but it feels that you continue to pay penance for the sins of your marriage and living without fun, light, friendship and love is the price you have to pay." Your right on target with this thought. Wow, your good. Thank you Jelly. I'm tired, I'll post more tomorrow. Be well
