No End in Sight

[TimR]

Ok so an update. Many may think I am stupid or ignoring advise or think I am straying, IDK. First let me give some background.

Ok so jogging partner is a divorced single mom. Her oldest is in school with S13. They are good friends and he is a good kid. He is on my school wrestling team. Her well we 'dated' if you would call it that when she was in 7th grade so a long, long time ago. I will be blunt, she is attractive to put it mildly, she actually looks better now that in high school. Since she has text me about getting together to go running, we have had other text conversations. I say all this for disclosure.

So here is the story.... She is aware of my sitch and I am aware of hers. I do not know how she is aware but I think it is because kids are friends, that and we live in a small town. Honestly, what I have liked about talking with her is she doesn't ask about the sitch even though she is aware of it. She does not have that pity in her tone and treats me like me not a wounded puppy. To be honest I have greatly enjoyed our conversations. Now to what you are thinking EA. I don't think so, because it does not have the intimate vibe to it. I did accept her invitation to go jogging together and we will go not tomorrow but next Tuesday. But again I don't believe it to be something romantic.

Now before I get crucified on here, I would like to say I have enough self control not to just have a fling with her (btw I don't think she is the type) and I am not worried about starting a new relationship. I am more than aware how damaged I am, so I will be even considering dating. Rather it would be just friends and I think she can runner better than me so that will push me harder.