Still hoping for progress II

[daybyday]

Sometimes I post an incomplete thought or I think it through more. I see that these little interactions with wife are at the time they are happening, nice and like old times. But it also does set me back majorly in my detaching because I long for them to be permanent. That's not going top happen anytime soon
IMO. So I guess a better question than what I posted above is, how do I limit these interactions without telling her and sounding like a dick?

I know she is probably doing a lot of this out of guilt and probably cake-eating too. I guess its back to dropping the rope and I havent figured that out.

This morning was a hard one because I was thinking of being with her all day at the doc and referring to her as my W. Seems so sad that that could be over.

One week into S and I am a wreck. There, I said it. :-(