Sparkling none the wiser

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Sparkls - Like Tim, I'm letting go more and more every day - it seems you've gone a long ways in just the last few days.

I've noticed that driving is a good time to reflect - sometimes better than sitting alone. I used to always play music or something, now it's silence.

You've got your reality staring you right in the face, I think your decision is going to be if he does "walk out of the fog", then what? You've been dragged to the precipice, and given all you can. You can't go any further can you? Really? IMHO it's his turn. I don't know if worrying about supporting him if he ever comes back should even be an issue. It's not him that's given up so much, it's you. You spent 8 years you could have had with somebody who actually cares.

I think you're improving when it's about you. Expect that as you withdraw he's going to start to wonder why. He's going to shoot arrows mixed with valentines. Be ready, and don't fall for any of it.

Keep up the good work, the GAL and detaching. The detaching is amazingly liberating, I can't tell you.