I think it is all hitting me..it has been a year since the BD and ahhh how he still hates me. I need to release this hurt and move on I have 4 S that need a stable momma. I tried the bath no luck my S took a shower and used all the hot water..no good lol I just love that he keeps saying I have let blah and blah go but every spew is...you guessed it blah and blah...well I bit my tongue drank that stfu smoothie as best I could. It is just hard to vent to friends they are done after a year..they think I should have D 'd a year ago
