I really appreciate your input. It's strange like you said it gets easier as days go on but the more I think about things a lot of what I think about is starting to point towards I am better off without her.
Don't get me wrong I love my W and I really do want to spend the rest of my life with her but things are just so much easier now except for the hurt in my heart and my head.
I worked very long hours to support our family and get paid good money, but I also did all of the house work so I would get home from work and cook dinner, clean the house do washing etc the list goes on and now I only have to look after myself it's so much easier.
I really don't want to give up and I won't. But I think it helps my DB knowing that I have been alone before and I will be fine if it happens again. I guess im trying to get my head prepared for the worst rather than hanging out for the best and setting myself up for a let down.
ME- 31 W-25 T-5 M-3 D2 ILYBNILWY and moved out - FEB16 W seeing someone else - JUL16
