Hi, Hope. I don't have any advice to give you, as I do not know what to say, the whole conversations seemed like up and downs and mixed signals. I just want you to know, I can understand the confusion H is causing for you. Obviously, such confusion leads to pain, which is not fair to you. I do not think you blew anything by being honest with H. Your feelings are your feelings and if you have a conversation about the R then you need to be honest. Honesty is really what we have left, as long as it is not accompanied by begging, pleading and crying and as long as we do not initiate.
Me 41 W 33 M 2013 Suspect A 11/15 Confirm A 1/16 She moved out 2/14/16 Stepson 13 Stepson 16