VERY IMPORTANT. I need help ASAP!!

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Hi Job. Thanks for checking on me! I guess I'm about the same. I think about my H and my son both constantly. Not sure what to do about either. I seem to be in a constant state of being stretched to the breaking point.

My son is supposed to go to court on Tuesday. Because his lawyer quit on Friday at 5,I haven't been able to try to find a replacement yet. I'm working right now and when I get off in the morning I will stay up until I have it worked out.

As for my husband, I didn't go over there that night and haven't seen or spoken to him at all. I want to do something but don't know what it would be. He never actually said the D word to me. I mean, I know that he wants her but it was still a shock to get those papers. I'm really having a hard time keeping it together with all this stress. And, the thought of my M being over in 6 weeks is something that I just can't wrap my mind around. I know I have to, but I just cant. The people in my life that were supportive at first have long since disappeared. I have a few online friends but otherwise I'm just alone.