Rouky I am laughing because I was praying that you were still reading the posts here and had not forgotten about me. I know I am kind of silly but you are such a big part of my life. I am standing in the room of acceptance now and excited about what comes next. Like you I still love my ex but I know that she does not return the love and that it is over. She is a fool but who am I to say? Thank God in heaven you are still here. Love Mark


M:53 W:47 M:15 years. S:18 S's: 30 & 28 from previous marriage. BD: 3/14 Divorced January 17.